
bedtime story-
loves bugsy.
reminds me of you

I really love the raining gum-ball scene. How I wished it happened to me-((: whee.
It scares me as the days are passing so quickly.
It scares me as the days are passing so quickly.
We have reached the 29th of dec. Just two days to 2009. A blank new page, a brand new start.
A time to come out with a brand new new year resolution. To mean it, and do it. To have a brand new beginning, to forget things that I need to. To me, it is tough. I am afraid that I can't, I am afraid that I can't do this anymore. It has been so long, that you have became a habit in my life. And to remove it, I need more than simply time, but courage and wilpower-which is seriously lacking. I am sorry for always saying how busy I am, but the true reason is I don't know what to do anymore. I dont even know wha t I want anymore. Things left unsaid, I feel are better left that way.
That bright and sunny day, was seriously spoilt. I couldnt function after receiving that call. I didnt know what to do and my whole day was just wasted, not wanting to do anything. My brain was just all about you. Seriously, its time, to bid goodbye to this. I just pray.
It is time to move on.