HAPPY 21st AK!!(:
yewtee is reallyreallyreally far:/ thanks for softsoft yummyyummy food((: i love the tofu,fish and choc fondue(: i have just taken the MOST number of un-glammed shots in crys' camera today[with braces])):
I just realised that I have at least one friend's bday everyday from 24thOCT-31stOCT:x I am broken beyond redemption. sigh had shopping day out with HENG today. our shopping stamina has dropped): it must be school,stress and what nots.SIGH. bought a top and ate rocher tauhuay again((:
didnt manage to go for dessymon's surprise/gathering later at night. cos yewtee is so far, and today has been a long day. sorry, but I'm sure you had fun.LOL. stupid fab dont scold me okay! i'm your mudder! cannot no big no small LOL>.<
to des,ky: HAPPY20thBIRTHDAY((: welcome to the we're secretly 18+2 club!!haha.
i have decided to let go and let God.i have decided not to pursue this.i have decided to crumble and die.dying daily, for Jesus.
i have decided to forget you.i am just not good enough. never.
i dunno why i'm feeling this way. i feel i've just ran into a dead end.i need to get through this. i must, i need to.
i'm sorry. i cannot do this. i am a coward.i am not good enough. and i dunno how to trust you.
i'm sorry. i'm emo.)):
i am tired; masked.i need a break. soon. i want to run. away from this.
