h a r d.

It is hard to offer the other cheek when one is already slapped.

It hurts, but I know that I have done it splendidly. Because I know its what He would do. To not just love my neighbour but my enemy(someone who dislike me) as well.

It is tough, it hurts but its right.

I pray for strength and favor, and I thank God for giving me the courage to be brave.

iron man 2

Pretty good movie, who says the part twos will always be worse. Though many say it is not as good as the first, I feel that it isn't as bad as they rate them to be. Its pretty interesting as it encompasses futuristic science in trying to make a new element with a super small scale LHC-futuristic-version. Pretty interesting and I really think that Robert Downey, Jr. did a fabulous job in starring as Tony stark. Iron man is still my fav superhero. One that does not need to hide his identity(loser eg-spiderman), and one that is really fabulous in knowledge (science and invention).

happy birthday

happy birthday grandma.

a special place.

To most, grandmas have a special place in their heart. And like most, I feel the same way.

She is one with few words. But with a smile that melts my heart. Every time I sayang her by stroking down her hair and massaging her hands, every time I smile at her, I am always returned by her warm smile.

Remember the last time we went to the bird park and had such a great time together. Times like these has gone but will always stay as memories.

I miss her, but she will always stay, in a special place in my heart.

greys.

When sleep doesn't come easy; only when tears dry up and hoax you into bed.

prayer

The Potter's Wheel

When you're troubled and discouraged

In the darkness of the night

When obstruction clouds your vision

And you just can't see the light.

When life's trials overcome you

And you have nowhere to turn

When you've reached the very bottom

There are lessons you must learn.

For the clay is being molded

It's been twisted, pulled and tossed

It's been rolled and it's been pounded

Till the ego has been lost.

He will put you through the furnace

You'll be tested to the brim

Your life will be in pieces

Till you give your soul to Him.

From blemish to perfection

His hands will form the clay

This human piece of rubble

Must let God have His way.

When you come to Him all battered

In the form of mortal man

When you cry to Him in mercy

You will find the Potter's hand.

He will grind you, mold and chisel

The friction you will feel

Till He gently carves and shapes you

Upon the Potter's wheel.

-Marilyn Ferguson

You never said it was going to be easy, You only said I would never be alone. Take my hand today, and I just pray that You would cast Your healing hands upon her. I really really do not want any mishap to be upon her. Please Lord, I just pray that You would bless my household through this time of uncertainty and all this I commit into Your hands.

square 1.

I was always told that "you should always hope high, because then the actual result would not be that low."

Well, I beg to differ now. Sometimes, I think I am a pretty perfectionistic person, hoping for the ideal attitude one should have, be it for myself but also for others. I think sometimes the more you request of yourself and others, and when things just don't go the way you want to, it really gets to me. Sometimes its pretty discouraging. And sometimes it just makes it seems like nothing will be enough and it is just not worth your effort trying to change things that you feel is imperfect/flawed.

But I think that we must constantly remind ourselves, that we are not strong because we deem ourselves to be, but really we are who we are because of God. I guess what I ask of myself whenever I do something is,

What is my intention?

I guess, if my intention is right, it should be in accordance to His teachings.

I think sometimes I get so caught up with so many things and I just need to get back to the basics, and only try to fit myself in my own criteria rather than others. Because honestly it is tired, telling people that some things are not for us to choose. If we choose and pick what is convenient for you to take up, then what difference is it from consumerism where you just take up roles that you don't mind and reject others you deem harder. I am still trying to grapple it. Its been tough, I have been praying. And today, I think I have made my conclusion when I was praying to Him. Its time to let go and let God. Something that I have forgotten, trying to take things into my hands and not remembering that He is in control of it all.

I guess, what I can do is to let them know of my stand. And if it still falls on deaf ears then its time to

let go and let God.

premier.

Just came back from the premier of clash of the titans. EW cinemas really hasn't improved much aye. But at least they didn't lose my mac baby, as we had to surrender everything before entering.(((:

THANKS DARLS for the free tickets to clash of the titans.((:

I guess, one would have enjoyed it much more, if they didn't watch percy jackson and the lightning thief. Because it is really pretty similar besides more fighting scenes and more masculine men fighting in this show. To sum it up, percy jackson is the MODERN day clash of the titans. HMM.

♥

nothing's gonna change my love for you.

方大同(:

definition

"Science, is doing something that you do not know what you're doing."

some guys are just so dumb.

Some guys are stupid.

I do not understand why some guys just get into "crush" mode and never fail to commit stupid acts repeatedly. There are just so many over the head nonsense and crazy "romance" displayed through friends around me. One from school, one from my closer group of friends and another closer to heart.

Some men, when they THINK they like someone, and especially when the someone doesn't show or act ignorant, plainly trying to be hard to get. They simply fail to see clearly somehow or another. No matter how hard true friends and all try to ask them to get over her. Maybe its just like the chinese idiom, onlookers are clear to what they see, and those in it just don't see where we're coming from.

Well, maybe some men are obstinate. And it doesn't help when there's so many local/worldwide saga on extramarital affairs. The contrast on how some men can go after one by being so dumb, and yet some can just throw away their marriage after many efforts in courtship by having affairs. Reading today's papers make me feel that maybe people are never really satisfied, we focus too much on what we do not have, rather than what we already have.

*But yup, I do know not all are like that, but the some are always MAGNIFIED and makes you focus on how bad the state of our world is. I believe that I live in a rather sheltered world, but I think I am happy and do not see the need of knowing how ugly the people of the world may be.

Maybe we should try to focus on things that we have and be more contented. To know how much the your family and loved ones actually love you, and try not to hurt them.

別再為他流淚

你走了太久一定很累
他錯了不該你來面對
離開他就好就算了
心情很乾脆
他其實沒有那麼絕對
遠一點你就看出真偽
離開他不等於你的世界會崩潰
轉個彎你還能飛

就別再為他流淚
別再讓他操控你的傷悲
就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔
也不要太狼狽
他不值得你的淚
把那遺憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以後為自己醉

每段感情都非常珍貴
他的好你就放在心扉
記得有個人曾讓你那樣的心醉

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什麼夢都不比你的美
多少年以後想起他還有些體會
那些你已無所謂

就別再為他流淚
別再讓他操控你的傷悲
就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔
也不要太狼狽他不值得你的淚
把那遺憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以後為自己醉

就別再為他流淚
別再讓他操控你的傷悲
就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔
也不要太狼狽

他不值得你的淚
把那遺憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以後管他是誰

義方小學

熊霸義方，身體健康~

just finished 2D1N camp at xinbeitou!(:

What I can conclude from this camp is. If you are a male volunteer, you'll be rather popular(because the girls will just flock to you) BUT you'll be whacked, and abused by them. They are really strong, so beware. HAHA other than they are pretty cute. HAHA though one or few might be a bit hard to handle but haih, THEY ARE STILL CUTE!~




ok will upload more abt camp tmr cos I'm zombified!(:

where the hell are you?

sometimes disappointment is greater when we hope for too much.
maybe I shouldn't place such high hopes anymore.