some guys are just so dumb.

Some guys are stupid.

I do not understand why some guys just get into "crush" mode and never fail to commit stupid acts repeatedly. There are just so many over the head nonsense and crazy "romance" displayed through friends around me. One from school, one from my closer group of friends and another closer to heart.

Some men, when they THINK they like someone, and especially when the someone doesn't show or act ignorant, plainly trying to be hard to get. They simply fail to see clearly somehow or another. No matter how hard true friends and all try to ask them to get over her. Maybe its just like the chinese idiom, onlookers are clear to what they see, and those in it just don't see where we're coming from.

Well, maybe some men are obstinate. And it doesn't help when there's so many local/worldwide saga on extramarital affairs. The contrast on how some men can go after one by being so dumb, and yet some can just throw away their marriage after many efforts in courtship by having affairs. Reading today's papers make me feel that maybe people are never really satisfied, we focus too much on what we do not have, rather than what we already have.

*But yup, I do know not all are like that, but the some are always MAGNIFIED and makes you focus on how bad the state of our world is. I believe that I live in a rather sheltered world, but I think I am happy and do not see the need of knowing how ugly the people of the world may be.

Maybe we should try to focus on things that we have and be more contented. To know how much the your family and loved ones actually love you, and try not to hurt them.

where the hell are you?

sometimes disappointment is greater when we hope for too much.
maybe I shouldn't place such high hopes anymore.

EMOELMO NO LONGER!(:

This few days has been weird and I don't know why maybe homesickness is getting to me. A little too soon, a little too insane. But I hope everything will be fine, meanwhile I'll load up with more activities to get myself busy and allowing myself to get used to this.
There are so many assignments and like a test coming up this friday before I go up to play with the school kids on the mountain this coming friday night to sunday.(:

You told me
You'd wait here patiently but
I wonder if he's kidding
Well maybe he could be serious now
Maybe not
Maybe not
Because'

Love is crazy
Pretty baby
Take it real slow
My feelings show
All you have to do
Is never ever let it go
My feelings show
And I want you to know

I'm sorry it's taking me so long
To find out what I'm feeling
I wonder if it will come to me
Maybe not
Maybe not
Because'

Love is crazy
Pretty baby
Take it real slow
My feelings show
All you have to do
Is never ever let it go
My feelings show
And I want you to know
My feelings show

I want you to know

What I'm trying to say is that
I'm feeling a change and
I'll let it take all over
If you need time away
I won't ask you to stay
But I don't want to lose you

Love is crazy
Pretty baby
Take it real slow
My feelings show
All you have to do
Is never ever let it go
My feelings show
Love is crazy
Pretty baby
Take it real slow
My feelings show
All you have to do
Is never ever let it go
My feelings show
And I want you to know
My feelings show

Never ever let it go
My feelings show
Never ever let it go
My feelings show
Never ever let it go
My feelings show

I HEART COLBIE CAILAT!(: a nice song I can somehow relate to when I'm emo. BUT don't worry, lijun will never be too emo for too long a time. I WILL BE BACK!(:

macmacmac

One more quiz tmr and there's only left w my practical exam!(: YAY special sem is this close to be done with.

And after studying I have rewarded myself w my new coming soon macbookpro w my ipod touch!(: WOOOOHOO.

Oh yea the previous post is about the 11pm u channel show song!(: super nice. myolie wu!(: yay
to nic: go google translator laaah. LOL

randomnonsense

RAR physical chem is so physically demanding, I mean my fingers and brain are like HAIH. More or less done w FWY's part. Now to my charmingchan's notes, which are not as charming as it sounds anymore.

My room is srsly in high entropy. Entropy here refers to randomness; chaotic state.
Covered with notes and notes and notes and still, notes.
I foresee alot to be packed, alot to be re-organised.

OHOH now I rmb what I dreamt abt, I was trying to solve some dumbass chain rxn equation. Because it really does require a bit of luck in solving it a little faster(: HAHA its just quite strange and bizarre, even as to think back of what happened in my dream.

Haih, there are so many qns to do. ONE more day of prep-ing up and yes, as M says:

H for Holidays!(:

Sigh, M faster do your part 2 qns and teach me! And crap, I havent thought of our post exam lunch venue. Any suggestions? CHEAP and good pls?((: I figure holidays aren't exactly healthy for my wallet.

JOTD
M: (has some job briefing in sch at 4pm for uni intake reg stuff)
sian lor the registration is only for ns ppl
NO GIRLS OMG.

me: ROFL (alamaks menmenmen)

RAR. I really dunno how random ppl know of my blog,
for an instance, who's N? who's dave? alamaks please be a bit more friendly and obvious like
celeste and nic pls.(: cos you know I'm quite rarr slow(OBVIOUSLY NOT,I'm just erms lazy to think k!) whaaat.

OHOH ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR LAST PAPER TMR K. GO AND PLAN FOR OUR POST EXAMS ACTIVITIES PLEASEE.((:

maybe

I don't know what I want anymore.

Let go and let God.

I can't stand it anymore,

So lets just sit down.

Back to square one.

Maybe leaving seems

better afterall.

Congrats to us leaving,

Though its kinda sad.

But I think it'll be easier,

at least for me.